Signs, signs everywhere signs..

I have loved three men in my life. Each one has a special part of my heart. That part remains theirs. Forever. As with most bloggers who write about their real life, I don't use real names, to protect the identities of the guilty. I have named my loves by their astrological symbols. Taurus, Gemini …

Stuck in the middle with you….

I was tired of fighting it. If you can't beat them, join 'em. So I did. The kids were at the Crack heads house. (She has sobered up long before her kids were born, but, I still call her that). The Bull had bought two cases of beer, so party was just beginning. I had …

Burning Rage

Last night we burnt the last remanent of my rage. A year ago, I was not in a good place. My anger and hurt feeling bubbled up to all parts of my life. Threatening everything I held dear. I stormed. I screamed. I cried. I hit. I fumed. I brooded. I spied. I snooped. I …

The birth of Tasha

It was Saturday morning, he was sleeping in again. I was alone with my turmoil of feelings. Damit, it's not right. I'm sick of being the victim. Living a life of insane jealousy and suspicion. Constantly wondering what was wrong with me. I knew he was not going to stop. I was exhausted from it …