Anticipation

It’s been too long. It seems to take much more work to get my head into the right space. So much stuff happening. So many distractions. Work. Pandemics. Family. Moving. Living in each other’s pockets day in, day out. Daddy is waiting for me. I need to clear my head. Be in this moment. Let …

Peter’s Playmates

Walking into the hotel, we were not sure what to expect, but were pretty sure we were open to what ever the evening presented. We had met Peter on Swingers Heaven, and he told us about his friends, and had invited us to join them for the evening to meet and maybe more. The three …

Ego much?

Yesterday we had a conversation (again) about the selfishness of individuals in society, and how this is leading to anti-social behaviour, like mowing down a bunch of innocent people with a van, because we can’t get a date.. I’m not usually a huge fan of Freud. But I think his model is perfect in this …

Why Blog?

(Re-post from an old SFW blog) I know a lot of people don’t understand why people blog. It seems so ego filled. I can’t speak for everyone, but I can speak for myself. In grade eight, I discovered the written word. It took me so many wonderful places. I consumed every book  of fiction in the …

Take two

I close my eyes. Breath. I am afraid. I need to move past the fear and anxiety. Last time did not go well. I had been a bundle of emotions. Each one a fragile piece of glass, floating near the surface ready to break through. The first impact was painful, not like usual, I could …